Chipping away...

Today I got some of my work done, not all. I am struggling with a constant overwhemed feeling. I feel like I can't get ahead, because I can't. There is always something left to do, that often I don't have energy left to do. There is laundry, house cleaning, homework, crafts, schoolwork, papers to grade, lesson plans to do, but there isn't enough time to get it all done. I have to prioritize and it seems like some things like cleaning the house never seem to get completely done. I'm tired of feeling tired though and I feel like I complain alot. So something has to change, I've decided to be happy. Happy with whatever I can and to just let everything else roll off of me, and I plan to tell anyone or anything that makes me unhappy to stop doing that!! :) Thats about it for tonight.

So much to do, and so little time....

I have waay too much to do in a few days and no desire at all to do it. On top of that I've been really sad for some wierd reason, things just aren't rolling off me like they usually do. I wonder what it is. Who knows, but I hope it gets better soon, I want this heavy feeling off my chest!

This is how I feel today...

Oh and By The Way...

We have a new friend at our house, her name is Rosie, she is a Black Guinea Pig with a little white spot on her head... Aubrie and Alex adore her, but honestly I think she belongs to Chris. He is completely in love with her, I have been getting a little jealous!! :op

My New Obsession....

OK...so I realize that my background isn't the best in the world, for some reason it isn't fitting just right on the page, but I have to say that I am super proud because I MADE IT MYSELF!!! :) I am in love with Photoshop, I have always been a bigger fan of illustrator, but as of now, I am in love with all things photoshop. I am determined to learn more and more and want to learn to build web pages as well. Anyway, that is all for tonight, I have been instructed by my sweet boyfriend that I need to get some sleep! So to the sack I go!

Back to the Drawing Board...

I re-vamped the blog at the urging of my bestest girlfirend! ;) I hope it is now much easier to use and follow, and if I can really figure out how to put my favorite things up! I can't wait to share them...

Inspiration wanes...

Ok so my suddenly inspired blogging self is not feeling so inspired anymore! I am sick, so I sound like an 80 year old heavy smoker, and I'm coughing like one too! I had to give a presentation tonight at school with my new and improved "sick" voice which was not fun. I am almost done for the semester though! Whoo Hoo! Now, If I can make it through Christmas and manage to get some needed rest before it all starts up again in January I'll be doing good!

I was crying yesterday (which is nothing new...I'm a cryer) and it seemed like alarms went off in my house. Alex screamed "Mommy is crying!" and then ran to me and hugged me, Aubrie who heard the alarm sound, was not far behind him! Kids are so sweet and loveable. I hate it when they see me cry, it is too much responsibility for little ones, but I do love that they want me to be ok and that they are so sweet in doing it!

And to top it all off tonight Zaxby's messed up my sandwich for like the 1000th time. You would think that I would just stop going there...but I like it sooo much! :0/

Welcome to my Blog!

I was sitting and watching a blog last night, about makeup, fashion, everything under the sun really and was inspired to share my interests, fun stories, things I think with the world. So I thought...I can do that too!! So here we go, goodbye shyness, fear, and apprehension about whether anyone wants to hear what I think, because who cares! If you don't want to know....don't read it! :)